Graduation (Taken with instagram)

Graduation (Taken with instagram)

Graduation
high school senior:FUCK YEAH
college senior:fuck... now what?

shoutout to the complete stranger who i have an unspoken rule with that we watch each other’s stuff when one of us has to take a piss.

pity & prayers to everyone trying to get a group project done the week before finals.

as an english major, i’m so grateful that i get to isolate myself completely and just write papers with exclusively my own idiotic opinions in them.

nbd just writing a paper on a play that i haven’t actually seen.

what, like i’m going to take time out of my precious weekend to do school things. i don’t think so.

STORY OF MY LIFE. SO MUCH HAZY CONFUSION.

How did I even get this far in school… seriously how. seriously. how did I.

I just think maybe if I kept going to school I’ll eventually figure it out? But they don’t like it if you write that on applications.

Why am I still struggling so much with applying to grad school?

I don’t know what my goals are??? Or what anything is?

HOW AM I GRADUATING THIS MAY. I DON’T UNDERSTAND ANYTHING YET. I NEED MORE TIME DAMMIT.

So I’m taking a playwriting class (don’t ask me why)

And already there has been that one person (as there is in almost every class) to speak up and let me know that we aren’t going to get along very well. Our assignment was to write some brief scenes using stage direction only, no dialogue. We went around and all of them were read before the class (it’s a small class) and we made various interpretations about what was going on. Most of them were pretty straightforward, as I thought mine was as well.

My scene was just of a man and woman in a waiting room. The man is visibly nervous and pacing. The woman is calmer and tries to console him a bit. Like I said, these were very brief scenes. But so this girl in my class starts suggesting some way off the wall theory that wasn’t even implied in the slightest. She said that she got from the scene that they were a couple waiting for STD test results and that the woman must have had an extramarital affair which is why the man would be the one so nervous. And that the end of the scene leaves her “wanting to know what she did.”

It was so off the wall. I was just like, “uhh thanks.” It’s the first female character I used in this class and she’s already been labeled a whore. Great start to the semester.